Hello dear friends! I hope you are having a wonderful Friday ... yayyy .. the weekend is here!
I have a bit of news to share with you, something that I've been debating about, but decided that it's a good thing to share to raise awareness and give love and support to those who have Breast Cancer. I have recently been diagnosed as having Breast Cancer earlier this week. There are more tests to be done to see if it has spread, since some were in my lymph nodes.
Yes, this news is very confusing for me and most of the time I am okay, but there are times when I just break down. I think once I finish all the other testing and know what treatments I have to do .. I'll be okay .. I just want to get everything going so that I can fight my way back to becoming cancer free.
It's funny how a bit of this news will make you look at everything differently. Make you look at things a lot closer. I will always appreciate every single second of every single day, I look at other people and wonder what their hardships are in life and think, "May God be with them every single step of the way." And I know that I will love with more than my entire being! :)
The hardest part for me is looking at my little 4 year old son. He is the love of my life, my sun, my stars, my everything. I get scared thinking of everything, but then I pull it together for awhile and think, "I just wanna get this over with! I wanna be GREAT again!!!"
I found the lumps of mine by accident in the shower. I wasn't looking for anything, but my fingertip accidently felt a bump as I was rinsing off. So ladies, please ... when you're in the shower ... routinely check yourself and get familiar with what your skin/bodies look and feel like.
I received a bag full of info, along with this beautiful hand quilted pink/green blanket at the doctors. Along with it came a pink/white "Heal" teddy bear .. which of course has been taken lovingly by my little boy. hehe! :)
Also, if you know of any success/survivor stories, I'd love for you to share them with me ... as I find it uplifting. Here's my email addy so you can share it privately with me:
happy2bamom@cox.net
Thank you so much for reading this long post and I know you are right here with me. :) I hope you will understand that for a while I may not be posting comments on your sweet blogs as I will feel okay for a minute, then exhausted the next .. and I've got a lot of information to read up on in those books! Whew! :)
May the Best of your Todays ... be the Worst of your Tomorrows,
Elise